Horror

For some reason I have NEVER been able to watch horror films! They make me feel physically sick.

I can feel my heart rate rising, my palms getting clammy, I can hear my heart/pulse in my ears, amongst other fear orientating issues that your body produces!

Ask anyone of my family or close friends, I have been unable or absolutely awful whilst watching a horror or just a jumpy film.

The closest I got to watching a horror was an action film, waiting for someone to jump out at someone, whilst hiding behind a pillow.

Oh, unless you count the time my Fiancé & Best Friend Vicky got me to watch Paranormal Activity, when I had glandular fever, to "make me feel better". I mean really?!?!

While writing this, I can remember a time that my Dad was watching some awful, awful film; I was unaware and walked in the darkened living room to see a man having his heart ripped out by some demon/human/ugly looking thing with its bare hands!! I almost fainted!

I had all of this until, IIH.

Since then I have been binge watching all types of horror films on NOW TV with my Fiancé.

Odd don't you think??

Why all of a sudden can I watch these films?

I have been mulling it over for a while. I think I have quite a simple answer...

I have faced my biggest fear... Death.

Its in ALL of the horror films.

Also I use to be afraid of the dark. I no longer am, I now find it peaceful.

So having faced up to the TWO biggest fears in my life, I now think that I can accept that something I watch on TV isn't going to harm me.

I now have a sense of calm instead of fear and fright.

Still odd though.

For now.

Kate

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